And it's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highAnd it's been awhileSince I first saw you
And it's been awhileSince I could stand on my own two feet againAnd it's been awhileSince I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhileSince I can say that I wasn't addicted andIt's been awhileSince I can say I love myself as well andIt's been awhileSince I've gone and fucked things up just like I always doAnd it's been awhileBut all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again, again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
And it's been awhileSince I could look at myself straightAnd it's been awhileSince I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhileSince I've seen the way them candles light your faceAnd it's been awhileBut I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's meI cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highAnd it's been awhileSince I said I'm sorry