Used to do it all so pure for the love of the song no moreNow I think about an applause when I open my mouthI've abandoned my emotions, I've isolated myselfWhen I see my mother in pain, wish I could feel what she feltAnd I don't know what this all meansWhat this all means? It don't feel like meAnd sometimes, I get insecure, so I wear a dress on the townHope a man notices me, I don't know, it makes me proudI get jealous and I see myself in my sister's eyesAt least she can have a good time, at least she can calm downAnd I don't know what this all meansWhat this all means? It don't feel like meAnd you won't give you let the dealI wish I was real, I wish I wasI think about it all the timeWhat I've been doing with my life'Cause when it calls me back againI hope it meant somethingI hope it meant somethingI've been losing all my friends, stepping up onto the ledgeThinking I can be an angel, but keep falling insteadFind it hard to stay connected when I wanna feel protectedSo hold me, won't you? Just hold me 'causeI think about it all the timeWhat I've been doing with my life'Cause when it calls me back againI hope it meant something, ohI think about it all the time, noWhat I've been doing with my life'Cause when it calls me back againI hope it meant somethingI hope I meant somethingI don't know the meaning ofAnything in this songJust wanna feel specialI just wanna feel
