I'm singin' at a funeral tomorrowFor a kid a year older than meAnd I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sadWhen I think too much about it, I can't breathe
And I have this dream where I'm screamin' underwaterWhile my friends are waving from the shoreAnd I don't need you to tell me what that meansI don't believe in that stuff anymore
Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the timeAnd that's just how I feelAlways have and I always willI always have and always will
I have a friend I callWhen I've bored myself to tearsAnd we talk until we think we might just kill ourselvesBut then we laugh until it disappears
And last night, I blacked out in my carAnd I woke up in my childhood bedWishin' I was someone else, feelin' sorry for myselfWhen I remembered someone's kid is dead
Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the timeAnd that's just how I feelAlways have and I always willI always have and always will
And it's 4 a.m. againAnd I'm doing nothingAgain