Valjean’s Soliloquy

Hugh Jackman
Les Misérables: The Motion Picture Soundtrack [Deluxe Edition]

What have I done, sweet JesusWhat have I doneBecome a thief in the nightBecome a dog on the run

Have I fallen so farAnd is the hour so lateThat nothing remainsBut the cry of my hate

The cries in the darkThat nobody hearsHere where I standAt the turning of the years

If there's another way to goI missed it 20 long years ago

My life was a warThat could never be wonThey gave me a numberAnd they murdered Valjean

When they chained me and left me for deadJust for stealing a mouthful of bread

Yet why did I allow this manTo touch my soul and teach me loveHe treated me like any otherHe gave me his trust, he called me brother

My life he claims for God aboveCan such things beFor I had come to hate the worldThis world that always hated me

Take an eye for an eyeTurn your heart into stoneThis is all I have lived forThis is all I have known

One word from him and I'd be backBeneath the lash, upon the rackInstead he offers me my freedomI feel my shame inside me like a knife

He told me that I have a soulHow does he knowWhat spirit comes to move my lifeIs there another way to go

I am reaching, but I fallAnd the night is closing inAs I stare into the voidTo the whirlpool of my sin

I'll escape now from that worldFrom the world of Jean ValjeanJean Valjean is nothing nowAnother story must begin