5th of NovemberWhen I walked you homeThat's when I nearly said itBut then said "Forget it," and frozeDo you remember?You probably don't'Cause the sparks in the sky took a hold of your eyes while we spoke
Yesterday, drank way too muchAnd stayed up too lateStarted to write what I wanna sayDeleted the messageBut I still remember it said
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnightWish I was the reason you stay up till 3And you can't fall asleepWaiting for me to replyI wish I was more than just someone you walk byWish I wasn't scared to be honest and openInstead of just hopingYou'd feel what I'm feeling inside
April the 7thAnd nothing has changedIt's hard to get byWhen you're still on my mind every daySometimes I questionIf you feel the same?Do we make stupid jokes?Tryna hide that we're both too afraid to say
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnightWish I was the reason you stay up till 3And you can't fall asleepWaiting for me to replyI wish I was more than just someone you walk byWish I wasn't scared to be honest and openInstead of just hopingYou'd feel what I'm feeling inside
Oh, and here we go againDestroying myself to keep a friendHiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say noI wonder if I cross your mindHalf as much as you do mineIf I tell you the truthWhat will I lose?I don't know
I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnightI was just scared it would ruin our friendshipBut I really meant itI wonder how you would reply