Wake upWake upWake upWake upAm I dreaming?Wake up
To whoever finds this messageI remember the life I had in GuamThe beach, the way the water feltThe warm sunlight on my skinShit, life was pretty goodI really miss those daysBut then again, I hated school
I hated how people shouted at me for looking differentCalling me namesJust because of my skin color you know?But I didn't really careAs long as my mom and dad were smilingI thought nothing could go wrong
What could go wrong?Nothing, nothingWhat could, nothing
2007, February 4thI was packing my thingsAnd I was leaving for KoreaI didn't know why at the timeAll I knew was I had to say goodbyeTo the place I called homeAnd say hello to
Mister sun shineI ain't got no time yeahMister fast carI don't want no ride noMister city lightsI don't want no fightI don't want to hideI don't want to lie
And I want to know why?Why I had to feel incompleteEvery second of my weekLike why I had to have 3 jobsJust to stay on my feetWhy I had to enlist in the armyBefore I could even speakOr why my dad had to be diagnosedWith something he couldn't beatCancer, cancer
Honestly, it felt like deathBut he was facing deathSo I was confusedI remember asking myselfWhere do we go when we die?Hell? Heaven?Do we enter a void?Space? Reincarnation?
Where do we go?Where do we go?Where do we go?Too many questions with no answersWhere do we go?God I don't know!Where do I go?
Now fast forward 5 yearsComing to you liveIte cool
I guess a lot has happened since thenBut here I am asking myself the same questions